Yes, this was meant for my Christmas posting, but the internet was cut down and ahem kaos erupted in the house when my mom left!Taking care of some uninvited guests is not the best time to spend Christmas.Moving on...moving on. So in the road that I have been succumbed by torturous and unfortunate events:
Here's my original posting and my thoughts on Christmas with the sooo ethereal meaning of love and finding the ever after expression OF what does X-MAS signify to me LET'S CONTINUE...
Once you thought everything was possible egg nogg nights, celebrating all day long, Christmas cheer and presents galore like an never ending farytale. Well in my case that didn't ever happen. I spent Christmas HOME ALONE. Okay now's the time to quiver and fret. I never realized or understood my parents perception of killing this holiday and believing it to be just a day of the week. Well if that doesn't surprise you let give you a heads up of my history with X-MAS. 1 years old: No present?...hmmm thats obvious! 5 years old: Present for me? "Nooo this one is for your cousin."10 years old: "Here Rochelle take this itchy polyester sparkly halloween fluroscent blue sweater...UMMM no thanks (ONLY PRESENT in too memeory) 15 years old: *I wished and asked for a trip for Europe* Yeah like thats gonna happen. 20 years old:...still waiting and waiting and waiting. I got so depressed that I ventured into the only known source I knew my family...thats irreplaceable. Although I have to confess and point out they drive me insane,to the melting point of exhaustion its never fun when their around in their crazy behavior. *Ouch* that sounded harsh. Yes, if you where expecting Christmas cheer not gonna happen here, go somewhere else. I just hope one day I'll be united to my heavenly destination trip ahead and be done with it. Ummm so yea "It" called X-MAS has never crossed my mind only in times when I'm abroad, then thats a time to celebrate the Christmas spirit!...or maybe, mmm with family, take your pick.New Years is bigger here (meaning in this household) and thats a shame. The holiday spirit is long begone and I'm sorry to dismiss these thoughts and be the Grinch of the movie but its true. What I value most of this holiday is the friendliness of the people. One day of peace and harmony..its like everyone decided to be cheerful and nice alll of a sudden... thats kinda scary but in a good way. Let it be known that Christmas is the day when everyone is nice or at least pretends to be AND usually not always I get a smile now and then when I remember that IT is not something materialistic but the love and joy of receiving a day full of happiness and joy for once in your lifetime from those around you.
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